It feels so crazy...
He is a cool kind of nerd (always has been) and he is kind and gentle but firm.
He is adventurous, ambitous, hard working and....mmmmmmmmmmmmm
I have known him for 16 years and been in love with him for 15years (I know!). I have had relationships…and I am not infatuated.
He was there for me like a knight in shinning armor and I don't want to ruin a delicate friendship.
I had hoped against hope that I will outgrow this... but its been 15years and I think cupid has no other arrow for me...
I need to go and sort out my head...
