I have missed you so much...the 4 months of being away have been painful, yet enlightening...... in that time, my world has hit the bottom of the deep black sea and fought it's way back.....I wrestled the waves of heartbreak, betrayals and depression to feel the breath of life once more.
I left my old job for another and at the new place, I found the devil handing me a spoon shorter than his and fled...
My exalted friends proved themselves unworthy and my feet became unwelcome at the gates of my confidantes when I lost a lot of money in a huge investment.....
Blood weighed less than water and my heart broke when I found him in bed with my cousin. Why did he? Why did she? They both knew how I felt... he threw away 16 years of a tender loving friendship.... I can't take him back! Everyone thought we were meant for each other....fate did not.
Through these all, many little insults (I cannot mention) piled on my woes and I was pelted with flippant utterances from many who felt I was sinking to rise no more.....
When everything failed, GOD did not leave me and I sought him and he gave me peace through meditation and for me A NEW DAY HAS COME.
In many folds, I have recovered almost all that I lost except for...........but I know that I'll find that too, someday soon.
Sugar and Spice, it feels good to be back!
